explosion!
Woah! So everything in my life is in flux and the world feels like it is tumbling down around me and yet I feel so totally confident and comfortable in my skin. I really want to blame it on my age. I want to say that “26 just seems like the age when people, you know, get real with themselves”…blah blah blah, bullshit. Who know what it is, if it is a universal paradigm shift or whatever, but most of the people I am close to are in similar places. We are all kind of saying, “what are we up to?”
I have made some huge life decisions recently, but all of them seem to be coming from a place of love rather than panic. Is this what it means to get to know yourself? Making choices from a place of honesty and love rather than necessity and panic?
Not bad, Mack, I think you may be getting it.
And yes, I just spoke about myself in the third person. Give me a break, it is 3:21 in the morning in Prague and I am desperately trying to make sense of things.
xoxo
a
Tags: age, Choices, decisions, life, love
blue in prague
It is a beautiful, but blue day today in Prague. The show is challenging. Learning how to let go is one of the most exhilarating, yet frightening and challenging things I have ever done in my life. I feel like I am teaching myself to be a silly kid again… be free in myself to explore and go for the unsafe, unpredictable and wild self that is me. I have been dormant in this other, more serious and controlled person for a very long time now. The breaking out process is wild and scary and painful and wonderful and all that.
Here is a beautifully inspiring video to enjoy!
Sorry for the lack of my videos, I didn’t have any idea the schedule would be the way it is, I just haven’t got my stuff together with this one. But you can see some videos as well as pics on the crossed wires website http://www.iristheatreco.org. They will be up tomorrow morning! go see!
xoxo
a
Tags: inspiration, prague, Video
